here I go...

with the wreck
the stain
the retreats
and the mess

told them lies
all of them - the guys
rolling my dice
this game board's nice
but it's cold as ice

thought I was home free
felt glee
only to find
someone staring
back right at me

looking closer
a mirror above the dresser drawer
Staring at myself
asking
"could I get any messier?"

I come home
afeter a long day's work
couldn't find
anything I looked for
I strain those eyes even further
to see what I could not...


"I've had enough!"
BANG!